Title: A mother's pain
Written by: Luchetta (Cookee) Mauus
I love you! I love you with my soul
Which is why when I see that distant glare in your eyes ,it causes my heart pain
Once full of life I see you slipping away
mentally into a silent death
And there is nothing I can do!
It hurts to love you
I keep seeing a funeral of the child I once had, now grown into a man. Drums playing, Weeping, and finally a Hurst. When I gave birth to you this is not how I rehearsed life for you.
I am in between, a tug of war, hanging on to the person you were and the amazing person I know that you could become. This person you are in between is a person that I have never seen!
Saving you it isn't up to me. It is up to God and his will! No one's fate is sealed so, I am believing in a miracle. I sometimes take trips in the my mind of you being a baby and me holding you.
Looking into your eyes and stroking tiny hands and feet.
You are the artwork of God , you are an extraordinary gift to me.
Only this gift
Somehow got tainted, by life and living
I beg with tears in my eyes to hold on to you, to life, and I pray god's love will guide
My son life is a gift from God above to fall in love with yourself each and every day.
I am your a mother
Your doctor
Your lawyer
Your comforter
I wish I was a Healer
I don't know any other way to be
I love you so much my child
That loving you, I'm losing me
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