Words

I stand in bewilderment

Consumed by my ardent thoughts of you

You allow me to articulate the continence of my soul

in such a profound way

You have a talent for unlocking abstruse emotions

I have inside me

I would cease to exist without you

My existence would be bleak

It would be an existence lacking color, taste,  lacking intimacy

Occasionally, you glide off my tongue

With the most careful and precise intentions

At times

 I am left pondering

How I could have stopped you from inflicting harm

Once in a while

You’re unsure and apprehensive

And sometimes you’re exuberant.

Radiating confidence

Even I am impressed with

But it is when you say

Nothing

It becomes alarming

Lusting

You don't love me...
This I know
...I don't love you either
This I know for sure
Doesn't mean I'm ready to let you go, but
Your in strong lust of me,
can't stay away
I'm in strong lust of you
Stayin detached I pray
You can't live without me...
even if it's only occasionally

J Withdrawls

I gotta ween him
outta my system!
My mind and body
miss him
Has my whole being twisted
Wondering how I missed it?
My thought
my emotions
I gotta get a grip and...
He was so strong
yet so gentle
Fucked my body
made love to my mental
I was so complex
yet he made me so simple
Damn
I miss him!
Don't worry
"I'll find sombody like you," said adele
but
Her lyrics can go straight to hell
Cause there will never ever be
Another you
I played
I lose!
What now to do?

Definition

Define

Define the confusion my body has of you with my mind

I wish I could sing
I wish I could sing melodies, so ear pleasing

I can't sing, so my poetry sings for me

It sings of intimacies, our bodies clinging

to one another

My insatiable desires for you make me not want another

It sings of highs I get of your touching

bumping, griding

Blowing me outta my mind and

a stallion in bed is hard to find and

But your not mine

Your not mine

I share you from time, from time to time

you are mine

the other time you're hers

makes my body hurt

my body tho, not my mind,

because my heart right now is untwinded

from the feelings I have in- side of you, excuse me, or was it the thought of you in-side me

You seduced me through and through,


I compare them all of them to you

and they fail.

What's a woman to do?

Higher Heights

I hold my head to the sky

Don't wanna live life taking a piece of the pie...

Fuck it I want the whole damn cake

I want all mine and eat it too...

I wanna a love I never knew...

I hold my head up to the sky

 
Observing the birds

Hoping one day I can fly

Take to fight

climb to new and higher heights

Rid myself of obstacles

Distorting my  sight

-written by Luchetta(Cookee)Manus ©