You can never appreciate the beauty of sunny days if the sun never sets. This is where I am in conflict.
I perseve myself by keeping in my memory, vividly the sunshine in the midst of my darkness.
I have regrets that I need put to rest. I live every moment sober inhaling happiness anxiey and love. Contradicting
I have laid down my life, my complete being, my self. I have sacrificed. YET ! I am not a christ. I DID IT , I admit for love.
This lead to my demise.
I missed out on living life.
Life is short.
Short as Erie summers, short as the peace in this Earth.
Short as the words between enemies.
I need to use this time wisely so I can make the journey back to me.
Tic toc does the party never stops or is it the sound of time winding down, running out on my clock?
I want to float effortlessly on air without care or concern. I want to explore every possibility of what is living
I want to see , taste and feel
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